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[15 Dec 2004|08:59pm]
so i pulled my grade in math up to a b.
and that makes me happy.

my mom was tired so she went to lay down and watch t.v and now shes sleeping. and snoring. really loud.

and i decided that just being friends with tim is a good idea.

because of everything i have in california that i cant throw away because of my feeling lonely i guess?

but im happy just being friends with him.

2 Lovers| Kiss Me

[13 Dec 2004|09:40pm]
sorry about the lack of update-age, but finals are a bitch to study for, so thats where all of my time and hard work have been invested in for the past couple of weeks.

im looking forward to getting them over with because then i wont have to worry about them again until the end of the school year, which will fly by if it goes by as quickly as the rest of this year did.

so much has happened this year, and its hard to believe that 2004 is almost over, and we're going to be welcoming a new year soon. it seems like everything important in my life has happened this year, and its exciting to see what the next year has in store for me. it would be really great to have someone to spend christmas with, and to have someone to kiss on new year's eve.

maybe that someone will realize that ive been waiting for him, and maybe he'll realize what we can have together.

just maybe.

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[28 Nov 2004|08:49pm]

today i went and ate sushi with scott. he had some sake. i had to drive. we ate really good sushi.. but the octopus sushi that we had was gross. i am not excited to go to school tomorrow. but i am excited to take finals because that means that we get out of school at 11:30 and that means that it is that much closer to being Christmas and Christmas break.

i can taste the cold in the air.

i love it.
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[18 Nov 2004|04:21pm]
hey yall im feeling better now thanks for your well wishes <3

but im grounded from the net for a little while so i wont be able to update for a little while. please dont remove me from your friends list.. ill update as soon as i can

tara- i got the picture a while ago while i was sick. its beautiful. thanks <3<3

Kiss Me

[27 Oct 2004|12:08pm]
so i went to the doctor. and its not sinuses.
they said its either strep or mono.
yay. i feel like shit.

i might not be updated for a little while because all i want to do while im on this medicine is sleep.
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[25 Oct 2004|09:00pm]
everything has been going really good with me. i spent the weekend hanging out with my bestfriend. i am so happy that this weekend is halloween. i love halloween so much. im going to my friends halloween party. and then i think ill go to a haunted house. then this coming tuesday is election day so we get that off of school ((everyone 18 or older please go vote)).

im at a point in my life where everything is great right now, and i love this feeling. except for my sinuses are acting up. but other than that, i couldnt be happier.

and my ex-boyfriend wrote an essay about me in his english class. and i think thats flattering, but i havent seen him in almost two years. he wrote about the first time we met when i was like 13 and he was like 14 and we met on vacation and he wrote "I remember seeing this girl the entire trip and thinking how cool it would be to know her. She was absolutely beautiful to me. I know this is rather sappy and hard to believe considering I’m only sixteen years old, but I think I fell in love with her at first sight."


<3 you guys.
Kiss Me

[13 Oct 2004|06:03pm]

i need a digital camera. badly.
and i also need to find something to do on the weekends cause this whole doing nothing deal is not working for me. so if anyone doesnt have any plans to do anything soon, i vote that you do something with me.

but my week hasnt been that great.

this stupid bitchy girl at school wants to fight me but wont talk about me in front of my face, shes gotta do it behind my back. and my mom got in a wreck the other day, shes not hurt too badly but the car is messed up bad. good thing it wasnt her fault.

<3 you guys.
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[04 Oct 2004|08:27pm]
everything has been so tiring lately. it seems like the people that i once considered my best friends are blowing me off for their new friends. and it seems that the people i have begun to hang out with more are much more mature than anyone that i have ever hung out with before. all of my friends now are amazing. i just wish that my old friends would keep in touch too. i need to by another pack of cigarettes tomorrow. cause i have only two left. other than that everything in my life is going pretty good, and i cant really complain abnout where i am in my life right now. i hope that all of you are just as happy. and to everyone that reads my livejournal that i consider close to me, and you know who you are, feel free to call me whenever you need me.

Kiss Me

[28 Sep 2004|09:44pm]
I just close my eyes and I'm already here; it's already too late.
I know nothing but lies.
But they sound so sincere.
I find them too hard to hate.
Kiss Me

[12 Sep 2004|08:58pm]
I want anyone and EVERYONE who reads this to reply to this post and write something they would like to do with me someday.


oh and my birthday is in exactly a week :)
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[30 Aug 2004|08:31pm]
so um. man school is going alright i guess. i hate fucking boys though man. they are so fucking stupid and they make me angry. like this one kid in my french class makes me want to hit him, but thats just because he things hes a big thug or whatever and he tries to get into fights with everyone. yeah even the girls. that makes him cool. and today i ate lunch with people in my class. and it was alright i guess. i want to hang out with steph this weekend, but i might just ending up hanging out with my mom friday then going over to katie's for the rest of the weekend and going to wild bills on sunday night. and we're gonna get fucked up. just because we can.

right on.

Kiss Me

[21 Aug 2004|09:44pm]
now we knuckin' and buckin' and ready to fight.
Kiss Me

[09 Aug 2004|08:29pm]
aw school was alright. and now i am helping christina with her math homework. cause we're just cool like that.

yeah. in yo face biatch.

people were staring at me today in school it was funny. i laughed.

kay bye

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[04 Aug 2004|09:02pm]
school starts back on monday.
and i'm ready for it. bringitonnnn.
so i met my teachers and everything today. and i saw my friends that i havent seen in three months. and it made me happy. im just tired of not doing anything. i want to go back to school nowwwww.

1 Lover| Kiss Me

[29 Jul 2004|08:12pm]
okay, i got back from vacation. and i have to say, that was the most fun i have had in a long time. walking on the beach holding hands in the sunset not getting disturbed.. thats one of the best things ive ever felt. sitting on the beach with acoustic guitars and paper just writing and playing and singing. i loved the feeling i had then. i wish i could go back to that moment. my vacation was full of that. along with going to shows and being in one of the craziest mosh pits ive ever seen. being with him after everyone got worked in the mosh pit was amazing. thats the only word that i can seem to describe everything that happened. amazing.

i cant wait to go back.

and im going to sixflags tuesday. finally


i got mad skillz yoCollapse )
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[11 Jul 2004|11:59pm]
i promised pictures. so here they come.

((btw my hair is pink but the lighting is horrible))

+18Collapse )
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[11 Jul 2004|05:57pm]
yeah so im in trouble and i am supposed to be grounded. but um. im at my grandma's so i can be on the internet all i fucking want to. im taking pictures tonight.

and then next week im going to california.

and then the next week im FINALLY going to SIXFLAGS
and im really happy about it.

yeah so ill picture update later tonight.

1 Lover| Kiss Me

[01 Jul 2004|09:51pm]
im falling in love with one of my best friends. whatthefuckkassi??

geez. this sucks. he has a girlfriend, and i think that he is happy with her.. but i am really starting to fall in love with him.

i mean, i was attracted to him for a while.. but now its more serious than just being attracted to him. and this really sucks, because i dont want to ruin our relationship. or his..

but i fucking love him.

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[28 Jun 2004|08:33pm]
yeah motherfucker me and my aunt are gonna rock sixflags.
and im gonna rock my new pink hair there. and shes gonna rock all her tattooes and piercings.
and we're gonna fucking rockkkk

yeah. so sean did you enjoy your suprise birthday party?

yeah sorry about that. i just realized i was kinda hyper. so anyway. i'm having a 4th of july party on sunday. and then im gonna go back to my aunts house and stay with her. and then we're going to sixflags. and i think im gonna see my friend kyle again. cause he sometimes works at her work. and then we are going to go shopping in midtown.

aaaaand we are gonna spend all our money. soo umm.. yeah. bye
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[24 Jun 2004|11:28pm]
i have pictures of my best friend. her name is stephanie. and she can be found at sockpuppet__

best friends are awesome.

<33 you guys.
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